HNT # 14

I've been out for a while. Sorry but life can be so busy :) A good thing overall. Well, I've always tried to just let my feelings fly when it comes to this blog so here it goes. I posted this pic because I think I look fantastic in it. Over the last few months I've been happier than I thought I ever could be. Even in the midst of going through some shit I never thought I would. I look happy and glad to be alive and optimistic about the future which I always have been except for the last couple of years. I hit the bottom and came out of it. And my life is going to fucking rock balls the way I always thought it would. A shout out has to go to my favorite southern Inuit. You work that shit girl! You can still be my ex wife after I'm a rock star!!!! :) As far as half naked....I may or may not have been wearing pants in this pic. I'm open to suggestions. You hotties are the ones who like looking at guys so tell me what you want to see in the future! HHNT to you all!

HNT # 13

Not really half naked but feeling pretty sexy looking at this pic anyway :) Sometimes in my dark mental recesses I like pretending to be a rock star :) From Canada, the best rock band I've heard in a long time. And this song is one of the big reasons why I think that. Nice tune, eh? Or do they say "aye" after everything.....?


FAR AWAY
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'd never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you I have loved you all along I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreamin you'll be with me and you'd never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
So far away So far away far away for far too long
So far away So far away far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say

I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long
So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me, and never let me go
Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me, never let me go.

HNT # 12

At the end of the year 2004, these pants were tight on me. All the pants that I own now need a belt and this particular pair are so bad that if I just loosen the belt, they fall straight down without a lot of touching of the skin :) I'm having to stand with my legs bent above both knees to take this pic. Been doing the treadmill morning and evening. Trying to get sexy beetches. Sexy. Beetches. Anyone ever seen the Dave Chapelle skit where he plays President Bush and it ends with a commericals that says "Mars Bitches!"? That has always cracked me up to the point of almost passing out. Good night.

HNT # 11

An open letter to Peyton Manning:

Wassup hommie? You don’t know me but twice in the last few years you and the Colts have booted my team from the playoffs. Here’s the thing-being a true fan of the game I can’t bring myself to hate you. The last time it happened our defense handed you the game. This time they failed to convert three turnovers into ANY points. You are a great quarterback-maybe one of the best. And dammit, I like you. You seem like a guy I could get drunk with and as goofy looking as you can be, I’m sure we could pick up some hotties if we hung out and made the scene together. You actually remind me of a friend I’ll probably never talk to again so I can’t bring myself to hate you. I do, however, have the perfect solution. Trent Green probably isn’t still fully aware of who and where he is and Huard is going to spend the off-season sharking for the best deal he can get now that he stepped up. Come join the Chiefs bro. You know what a rush Arrowhead can be with the sea of red and that deafening noise. Now imagine all that is cheering you on. I’ve never been to Indy but c’mon….the Indy 500? Cars turning left at 250 mph for six hours…..wow. KC is the place for you. This way I can root for you openly and with vigor. Just do it man. If not, I am fully nude in this pic (except for the representin’ headgear of course) and when I finally manage to pick myself up off the floor you can suck my left one. Chiefs baby. It’s a way of life.

It had to be said!




One of the best things about being a musician is the ability to lose yourself in the feelings of a song, symphony, etc. Sometimes other artists perfectly describe and capture your own thoughts and feelings. This song most certainly captures what I think and feel about two of the relationships I’ve been through lately. Out of respect for how this band has operated thus far, I’m not going to tell you who it is. Those of you who know are going to run grab this album from your collection because you haven’t heard it in a while and for those of you who have no idea, check out the lyrics and if they grab you enough, do a little research and find out who it is. Then go get some of their stuff. I don’t know if you’ll like it or not. Gotta roll the bones and take a chance once in a while people! A little hint-this song is called “Schizm”. Have a great weekend all!



SCHIZM
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing.
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between
And the circling is worth it
Finding beauty in the dissonance

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know the dangers of our second guessing
doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication.

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed lovers

I know the pieces fit…

:(

If you don't know why there's no hnt this week I'm sorry to be the one to break it to you. Go to O's for everything you need to know. My thoughts and prayers to anyone touched by this.

HNT # 10

New Years Eve broken down into some stats:

Number of winter snowstorms that started that morning: 1

Speed we had to drive while hauling our 16,000 pound trailer to go play a gig an hour oustide of town: 35mph

Number of times I realized that eleven good years is a better thing to focus on than two bad ones: 1

How often I wanted to be somewhere else while knowing that when you love someone they are always with you so not being sad about it: Pretty constantly :)

Hours of sleep: 2.5...very broken up

Time spent with my angels: Far too little...winter sucks!!!

This shower: Priceless! Happy New Year to all of you...Let's have a good one!

HNT # 9

...what did I really want for christmas?...

Peace.

And I found it in a couple of good places.....inside me and waiting for me.

...happy new year to you all.

And yes-I think this is my favorite so far. But HNT # 5 was a really good shot I think.